i will tell till im blue in the face
i wish i was half the person he is
i crave his talent and life.

She looks like a child.

Why can't she just FUCK off

Stupid little school girl!

Why can't she just FUCK off

I want to sit in a rainstorm
Drench me
Cry out everything in me wash away fears doubts
clean me up fresh
to pour over me
not a shower
cold rain
that makes your hairs prickle
makes you shiver
i dont want to know the difference between tears and rain

then i want him to come and cuddle me
warm and soft kiss my head.

I'll take her on
Look at her
Little Girl
Scared
What does she have against me
I'll crush her
I'm a woman
Mature, Adult Woman
Although .. if i'm looking in a mirror why is that little scared girl starring back at me?

Someone save me..

No-one ever wants Emma Claire Cox

I feel like a complete burden.
I do honest to god, i feel like im a chore that everyone has to deal with. no-one wants to but they put up with it.

It's always like this, picked up thrown around, don't know wether im here or there.
I'm only a single use no-one needs pathetic Emma,

Thats all im ever going to be. Pathetic Emma, who falls hard but scrapes little pieces back together to help the next one.

My own body's getting sick of me so what does that say..


Drama School - joke i don't know why im bothering, entertainment value for them i guess

college - joke its changed i only went back to fill a year

Me - Joke dont even know why im here sometimes.