I wish just for a day.. everyone was happy... i wish Rory could just forget about me, get over me, i wish tom could forget about Rory and be happy with me, ....

I want to be good enough for drama school and for everyone else.. and for me.

I want to be noticed, to do something to make me proud.
I want to grow up..

But i want never gets....

i am totally and utterly lost... i dont know what to do with my life. There isnt someone planning it out for me.. i have to choose and i dont know what....


Help me