You know that feeling..

I don't know how i feel, im really mixed up. I'm all emotional and upset. I think it's because of college ending. The show ending. People moving away, i don't know its just odd im happy i know that, i have Tom and i love him but i feel im upsetting him a bit... i need some time away i wanna go away with him. I wanna slow down for a day, do nothing with my gorgeous boy. I'm also upset about Tommy and the ball, i wanted to go with him now he's going with Charlotte Laura and Kerri as well as me and i wont have it i need to cry. I need tom... i hate telling him how much i need him it mkaes me feel clingy as and i'm worried he's going to get scared... i wanna be able to talk to him though and for me to get upset sometimes.... i want him to hold me and let me cry but i'm scared im going to upset him. I just need to have summer noww.


I Love Tomas.


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