Just Once in a Lifetime

2 weeks its come down too... 2 weeks... i was welling up today in rehearsal.. its so funny i read through my blog from day one and look through all the posts all thpse memories of college and my life since being there... its weird how things change.

I dont know how i feel at the mo i lke the stress of show week keeps me going.. but still, something is bugging me.. not Tommy i dont think, he nearl made me cry kept squeezing my hand when he got a bit emotional :'(

I think Tom's ok.. he says he is but im worried about him, worried that i've done soemthing to upset him, or maybe he's done something and he's not telling mel i don't know i just wish he'd open up somtimes... i love him, i do. Funny thing Love.. hmm..

Anyway im a bit mixed up i guess feel a bit detatched from things..


Dont want to leave College.
My friends
My family
My Life.



At least i have Tom.

<3

anyway dress tomrorrow in at 8! YAY!

haha

xxxx