I am currently very happy :)


I have a gorgeous Boyfriend
Got the equivilant of 3 A's at A level in my BTEC with DDD
I have an awesome best friend.
I'm going on holidays with my Gorgeous amazing Tomas
And with my bubba bro Tommy :)
It's hot
I'm young
Lets get drunk in the summer sun!

You know that feeling..

I don't know how i feel, im really mixed up. I'm all emotional and upset. I think it's because of college ending. The show ending. People moving away, i don't know its just odd im happy i know that, i have Tom and i love him but i feel im upsetting him a bit... i need some time away i wanna go away with him. I wanna slow down for a day, do nothing with my gorgeous boy. I'm also upset about Tommy and the ball, i wanted to go with him now he's going with Charlotte Laura and Kerri as well as me and i wont have it i need to cry. I need tom... i hate telling him how much i need him it mkaes me feel clingy as and i'm worried he's going to get scared... i wanna be able to talk to him though and for me to get upset sometimes.... i want him to hold me and let me cry but i'm scared im going to upset him. I just need to have summer noww.


I Love Tomas.


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You know that feeling..

I don't know how i feel, im really mixed up. I'm all emotional and upset. I think it's because of college ending. The show ending. People moving away, i don't know its just odd im happy i know that, i have Tom and i love him but i feel im upsetting him a bit... i need some time away i wanna go away with him. I wanna slow down for a day, do nothing with my gorgeous boy. I'm also upset about Tommy and the ball, i wanted to go with him now he's going with Charlotte Laura and Kerri as well as me and i wont have it i need to cry. I need tom... i hate telling him how much i need him it mkaes me feel clingy as and i'm worried he's going to get scared... i wanna be able to talk to him though and for me to get upset sometimes.... i want him to hold me and let me cry but i'm scared im going to upset him. I just need to have summer noww.


I Love Tomas.


xxxxxxxxxxx

Just Once in a Lifetime

2 weeks its come down too... 2 weeks... i was welling up today in rehearsal.. its so funny i read through my blog from day one and look through all the posts all thpse memories of college and my life since being there... its weird how things change.

I dont know how i feel at the mo i lke the stress of show week keeps me going.. but still, something is bugging me.. not Tommy i dont think, he nearl made me cry kept squeezing my hand when he got a bit emotional :'(

I think Tom's ok.. he says he is but im worried about him, worried that i've done soemthing to upset him, or maybe he's done something and he's not telling mel i don't know i just wish he'd open up somtimes... i love him, i do. Funny thing Love.. hmm..

Anyway im a bit mixed up i guess feel a bit detatched from things..


Dont want to leave College.
My friends
My family
My Life.



At least i have Tom.

<3

anyway dress tomrorrow in at 8! YAY!

haha

xxxx

I Love Tomas David Wolstenholme <3 ......

Ok... enough

Ok i put up with it,

He's not a normal boy.. so i accept it but why is your boyfriend can't make the ball so you ask your best friend.. he says yes.. he then agrees to buy Laura a ticket and now she thinks they're going together so they are as he doesnt want to tell her no.

FUCKING SICK OF IT


i want to be put first... i wouldnt have minded if shes had asked first but she didnt i did and he said yes i want to go to my last ball with my best friend.... but no its not allowed... as usuaul Emma's been sidetracked by Laura fucking Chaitow....

Look at me.

Monster
Hideous
Creature
Blob
Huge
Repelling



When does this ugly duckling get to become a swan....

Look at me.

Monster
Hideous
Creature
Blob
Huge
Repelling



When does this ugly duckling get to become a swan....