Some people run right into the fire, some people hide they're only desires...

Hey! my first post!

last night i had Alex and Abi to stay, Tom didn't though... he's really upset me recently, those who don't know Tom is my 'best friend' well i wish he is and kid myself he is, i love him to pieces he's my little brother, but recently things have changed, things haven't been right. I'm a little tired of trying anymmore, i don't want anything, all i want is a a little respect, a little gratitiude for being the friend i always have been and never changing any view i have on him due to someone else,

* I'm dancing a duet alone, the steps distorted and out of time, i need you to catch me when i jump too high and pick me up when i fall, i stand behind your shadow, walking your life, i'm here and always have been, i'm singing a duet alone, the notes are wrong the words seem off, i need you to drag me back to sanity, to hum the harmony of friendship in my ear again so i know you care, im standing here waiting, your back turned to me over there, what happens if i walk away, if our duolouge turns to mono? will you fall and break? or will you watch me crumble, i need your movement to keep me strong i need the tune to keep me long, im always here and always have been *