Why is it i always manage to completely fuck up everything... huh? i seem to push away everyone i hold close and just breakdown, then i spend months re building my life and for what... for me to ruin it all over again... i dont spend any time with my friends.... i just sleep when i can... and just muddle on through on my own...

i feel so alone.
I know i have people but i still feel so alone
i want everything to be right

I WANT FRANNIE TO FUCK OUT MY PERSONAL LIFE!

i want to rewind and fix everything... but i cant and i have to keep going

head up carry on.. but im cracking breaking i cant hold on much longer i dont know what im going to do..