Im torn in two..

I don't know whats going on.. how i feel... im so sad now when today was so good .... i enjoyed today.. why do i feel so bad.. why do i feel the urge to talk to tom or steph... was what i did today wrong... why do i feel so bad now...

I'm going to cry, cry everything out of me every feeling... i don't want to feel anymore... even if that feeling is happiness... i judt don't want to feel....