A year ago you told me you loved me and missed me.

Now im lucky if i get a ' you look nice '

I lost you months back... i miss that person.

Evertime she comes online just pisses me off.
I don't like her talking to him.
She wants him.
It's just wrong.
I dont like it.

i will tell till im blue in the face
i wish i was half the person he is
i crave his talent and life.

She looks like a child.

Why can't she just FUCK off

Stupid little school girl!

Why can't she just FUCK off

I want to sit in a rainstorm
Drench me
Cry out everything in me wash away fears doubts
clean me up fresh
to pour over me
not a shower
cold rain
that makes your hairs prickle
makes you shiver
i dont want to know the difference between tears and rain

then i want him to come and cuddle me
warm and soft kiss my head.