Evertime she comes online just pisses me off.
I don't like her talking to him.
She wants him.
It's just wrong.
I dont like it.

i will tell till im blue in the face
i wish i was half the person he is
i crave his talent and life.

She looks like a child.

Why can't she just FUCK off

Stupid little school girl!

Why can't she just FUCK off

I want to sit in a rainstorm
Drench me
Cry out everything in me wash away fears doubts
clean me up fresh
to pour over me
not a shower
cold rain
that makes your hairs prickle
makes you shiver
i dont want to know the difference between tears and rain

then i want him to come and cuddle me
warm and soft kiss my head.

I'll take her on
Look at her
Little Girl
Scared
What does she have against me
I'll crush her
I'm a woman
Mature, Adult Woman
Although .. if i'm looking in a mirror why is that little scared girl starring back at me?